18 June, 2009


Sorry I haven't been around.

Well for the ones who don't know I am a provider for my mil I was told till her provider was able to come back after shatering her elbow. Well now I am being told by my DH and sil that it might be permanent. I don't mind that at all. It is only 3 hours a day Mon-Fri. after I pick the kids up from school. So perfect timing also. Not bad at all I think it is perfect.
Well things got so bad here financially that I took a mental vacay. I was here physically but mentally I was else where not sure but it wasn't here. I was looking for work everyday and getting nothing and once the finances got better and I didn't need a second job I get the job 3 weeks later. I figured why not I had a babysitter lined up and two fall backs if I have to use them. So I took it and just started this past Wed. So I started and things are going pretty good this weeks sechdual was perfect I go to one and come home for 30min and go to the other. Right now things are going pretty darn good. I am just exhausted mentally but I am sure that will go away once I have been there a week or two at the most I am thinking.

As of today June 18th,2009 I am very proud and happy with myself. I have two jobs for the first time in my life. That is a huge accomplishment for me. I feel very good. Lets see how I feel in a week or two. Oh and I am still doing Girl Scouting.

I hope everyone is doing good. I haven't been on here since the last time I posted so I am far behind on all my friends.

Brightess Blessings and anything else to make things easier on my friends. I wish the best to everyone I know. I want them to feel like I do today!!!

11 June, 2009

It's been along time

I know it has been along time since i have posted. I have been really busy with Girl Scouts and my mental sanity. I am getting the sanity under way and doing the Girl Scouts as they come. I will be posting more regular once I get my head back on straight. I have some major crap going on and it is taking some time to take care of it and with Girl Scouts it just makes it more stressful but I commited and will not let the girls down so I am having to do less on here. I am sorry for the length it has taken me to let you all know what is going on. I will try and post something soon.

Take care of your selves and stay SAIN LOL